Thursday, June 30, 2011

From Lost to the River

While in Spain, I was introduced to a wonderful new idiom that has since become my battle cry: From lost to the river.

At first glance, it may sound strange when directly translated, but if you think about it, any idiom you’re not familiar with sounds pretty strange, translated or not. I mean, I know a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush, but… wait, what?

The meaning of ‘from lost to the river’ is quite simple. And once you know the meaning, you can see that the imagery is perfect. Basically, it means to risk everything because there’s nothing to lose, but everything to win. If you're lost in the middle of the forest and find your way to a river, well then you're home free. You can follow a clear path, and more often than not, a river will lead you to people.

This has become particularly meaningful to me in the last week. I’ve been faced with a lot of doubt about many aspects of my life as of late, circus included. The people I met at Pueblo Ingles helped me work through quite a lot of it and have inspired me to keep pushing forward to find that river.

So imagine my surprise when I arrived at the circus to find that we were right next to a river. And I do mean right next to. Here’s the view from my caravan window…


Let's take a closer look...

In Dijon, my caravan was by a parking lot. My window was right next to a garbage can. I would be sitting down to a nice cup of tea only to have cars drive up to dump out their trash. Now I’m serenaded by birdsong and the sound of flowing water. At this very moment, there is a heron wading on the opposite bank. A mallard keeps mooning me and every now and then some fish jump out to see what’s going on. As Kurt Vonnegut wrote, “I had to laugh like hell”.

A while ago I realized that there’s really no point in looking for signs. A sign won’t tell you what to do, it’ll only tell you what your heart really wants. You’re always going to seek out the signs that tell you what you want to hear. Though I suppose if you’re unsure, signs are useful. And yet…

I chose ‘from lost to the river’ as my battle cry and now, here I am, at the river. It’s got to mean something, right? Maybe it’s confirmation that the decisions I’ve made in the last week are the right ones. Maybe it’s just a river after all. But then, as we so often say at the circus, il n’y a pas d’hasard…

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Take Me Out to the Ball Game!

Summer is here, and while I may not be much of a baseball fan, I can't deny that for many, the start of baseball season means the start of summer. As such, I would like to share this gem of a video. If it doesn't scream both 'summer' and 'circus', then I dare say I don't know what does!

Enjoy!

Summer Season

Ladies and gentleman, summer is here! And at the moment, here happens to be in Montreal! I have some big plans for the next few months, and since I have internet access again, that means I will actually be able to share those plans with you!

Kicking Sawdust is back in action, so stick around!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Overheard On-stage

D: "Wow. His straps look really white."

Me: "I wonder if he washed them, or if they're new?"

A: (in obvious pain) "Argh... New straps! New straps!"

Me: That answers that question...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Circus Sans Net


After a brilliant week in Spain helping Spaniards with their English, I am back at the circus! Unfortunately, we are without Internet! This has only happened a couple of times, and even then, I’ve been able to score some free Internet nearby. That is not the case here in Epinal. No matter how long or how far I’ve wandered around, laptop in hand, looking for that one extra bar, I’ve come up empty handed. The best I’ve been able to find is a cafĂ© maybe 10 minutes away.

I’ll do my best to pre-schedule some posts, but it looks like it may be quiet around here for the month of June.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Iris Preview II

Another video preview for Cirque du Soleil's Iris, a new permanent show to be performed at the Kodak theatre in L.A. This time, we meet the artists embodying the characters in the show!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Interruption of Service

Just a shout out to those who may frequent this blog with some kind of regularity: I'm currently participating in a week long intensive language program in Spain and will likely be unable to post anything. And seeing as the program has nothing to do with the circus, I'm pretty sure subject matter will be hard to come by.

I head back to work mid-June and hopefully I'll have all kinds of new adventures to share! In the meantime, I may manage to put some posts that have been collecting dust unfinished, but no promises!

See you soon!